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where do I start ? let's see, freedom I have none.

It piss's me off,makes me sad,I feel so alone.

hell i am a lone,every day I log on and talk to my friends and the one's i call my family but yet I Still feel like I am all alone.

funny how that work's.

I have been sick here the last few day's,well about a week to be honest,but I still try to move on,but yesterday broke me.

I'M DONE I CAN'T DO THIS SHIT ANY MORE.

I FUCKING HURT,IN SIDE AND OUT.

and the fucked up shit is a par of shoe did it.

I have a par of shoes I love and as of yesterday i can't wear them,my left foot is bad.

as I sat in the doctor's office and listened to him go on,I cried .

I Hate life,hell why not hate it ? I have no freedom any more.

they say that life suck's some times but the way I see it right now , it suck's big time.

so that's how I feel right now,a lone ,hurt,pissed off.

and to top shit off the one person I don't even talk to a lot,or when we do talk it's because we are fighting is one of the few to message me and ask how I was doing,if I was ok,and if I need to talk they where there for me..and for once put how she feels about shit a side and tried to be there for me.thank's Cat,that was nice of you.



well i'm off to smoke my rant is out for the day.

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Saetan
22:35 Feb 15 2014

Get better soon, sorry you are having a hard time. Call me if you need me.

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